I've noticed that I whine a lot on this blog. Most of the entries are about how society sucks, my family sucks, life sucks... blah blah blah.
I've come to the realization that this blog is a kind of record of my life. It is the gift I will pass on to my future black babies (Marqueese and LaMontell <3)!! And all I'm doing is writing about the bad aspects. I don't want to be remembered as a depressing, unhappy person. That is not who I am. I believe it is time for me to move on. It's time for to stop dwelling on my problems, our unjust society, and my sexuality. Although it is a strong aspect of who I am, being gay does not define me as a person. I am not "a gay." I feel that society forces this label on us gay men... along with all the stereotypes and other garbage. I don't want to focus on how I am different from others. I want to write about the things that make me happy. I want to cheer someone up from time to time. The will be a time to protest and expose the evils of our society, but there's is also a time for laughter and leisure. That will be my gift to you: A window to the very depths of my soul...
Look forward to some feel good entries from now on!
In harmony,
Lakilester :)
P.S.: As for the title and the comment that follows, in no way do I promote alcohol abuse of any kind. I, myself, do not drink.
I drink girl!
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