New Year. I don't know if I'll keep updating this blog much... But things sure seem uneventful around here. At least I don't have the energy I once had.
Lots of challenges, insecurities, and painful decisions made 2010 a difficult year for me. I do not know what the future holds... but things look dim. However hard things get though, I'll never give up hope. I'll always have the strength and fortitude to live my life with dignity, and I'll always remember those who brought so much joy to my life, those who cared enough to know the real me. I couldn't bear to part from you, but if that be the case, know that you are loved and that I'm incredibly fortunate to be your trusted friend. Maybe things will be different... but uncertainty, like a deep fog, conceals the path before me. No one can help me, thought they wish they could. My weary legs must take me beyond the fog.... where the unknown awaits.
I must do this alone.
God, don't kill yourself. but if you do, at least giv me your money. also, your legs are too fucked up to get you anywhere.
ReplyDeleteI ain't killing myself, you trashy drunk whore! Haha!
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm broke as all hell.
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