I'm starting to worry that my posts are making the few people that frequent this blog feel depressed. As you may have already guessed, I am a person that often overanalyzes himself. I try to figure out why I do certain things, prefer certain things over other others, and react to certain things the way I do. In pondering the purpose of this blog, several potential answers came to mind. It may have been that perhaps I wanted a place where I could voice my opinion, or perhaps a way to gain a sense of importance or popularity (though this blog is far from popular it may have certainly been my intention for it to be). Maybe it's just a fun little hobby of mine, maybe it makes me feel productive! Well rest assured me mates, I know the answer now.
As evidenced by the large majority of my posts, this blog has a basic purpose. Frankly, one that I did not realize when I first began, but I deeply comprehend now. It is, for the most part anyway, a way for me to let out my frustrations and emotional garbage that I have to deal with on a daily basis. I may come off as bratty, close-minded, cold, and often melancholic and pessimistic, but these are feelings that are difficult to contain. I guess I could write a journal or diary, as I did when younger, rather than make a public blog about my misfortunes. Maybe the public aspect of it is just me hoping someone with come across this blog and offer his or her insight. I'd like to ask of my readers to approach the more emotions-oriented posts I make with maturity and understanding, as I am a mere human being after all...
Sincerely,
Lakilester
PS: I'll try to make more positive/comical posts after this, I promise!
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ReplyDeleteI accidentally put the wrong comment for this post, but forget that...
ReplyDeleteAnyways, I was going to say how I can relate to you about reasons for having a blog. I noticed that a lot of my own posts tended to focus on how my faults are getting in the way of my life (a rather negative topic if you ask me).
But despite how depressing some of your posts may be, they are just examples of how we all struggle in our lives to find peace within ourselves when there is so much pain and trauma, whether they come from life circumstances or the people we are surrounded by.
So continue your blog and know that there are people who appreciate your willingness to share your pains and frustrations!
I think you don't deserve maturity...
ReplyDeleteBut I like your blogs even though your layout is gross.